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- The word bittersweet…
…comes to mind.
The wind and rain cleared the view from the beach to the mountains.
There’s a crystal-clear, blue sky…lined by snow-capped mountains - that only a few days ago were being suffocated by the Pacific-bred nimbostratus.
I should really be able to enjoy this much more than I am…
…but no.
- I’m sad
Today I heard IBM say, and I quote,
“the purpose of innovation…is to make money.”
Being a part of trade-related industries that are in constant motion…shouldn’t be about profit.…I was genuinely upset after hearing this.
Regardless of the fact that I know IBM is out to make money…(and that’s ok, do your thing…we all need cash in our [...]
- Start the day off…
…right.
One of the people I respect most in the Los Angeles art community commended me today on my progress and achievements over the past few years. Coming from one of the first people who truly pushed me creatively/conceptually…I can’t begin to explain the feeling of receiving such complements.
I was completely taken back [...]
- I received…
…the most excellent Christmas gift.
A mixtape….an actual fucking cassette - Play, Record, Stop, Repeat, Flip and do it again…Mixtape.
That shit blew me away.
- Tonight was…
…relaxing.
The weather let up for a short while, finally allowing me to paste Ryan’s prints at his memorial spot in Spokane, as well as couple other remote locations where I believe they’ll be welcomed and accepted….I suppose that’s all you can hope for.*With Kim at the crash site
*Volsen helping out at spot #2
Afterwards…I [...]
- Sippin’ tea with my dog at 3AM…
…so my dog really isn’t drinking the tea with me, I gave her some but she really didn’t seem to enjoy it.
I’m four days into my vacation and I think I’m just about ready to go back to California.
…I haven’t even seen everyone yet.
I set a single goal for this trip, and [sort of] achieved [...]
- It’s October 24th, and it’s 95 degrees out.
I have never in my life been so pissed at the Southern California heat.
Where I’m from the high might, just might hit somewhere in the 50’s…but 95? You’re fucking kidding me.
It costs too much money to run the AC, but if you open the windows all the dust and ash from the, now, 22 [...]
- There’s not much to do…
…at 4AM when you can’t sleep.
- I’m sitting…
…on the floor in my laundry room.
This is the only place in my apartment where I can snag internet access.
I had the most ridiculous turn of attitude, or emotion, or whatever tonight.
I was fine. I was simply okay… and the more I sat in front of that coffee shop, the more I felt like I [...]
- I walked outside….
…about ten minutes ago.
Completely naked…
…and smoked a cigarette.
I felt excited, because for some reason I find joy in doing things out of nowhere.
I put myself in oddly vulnerable situations, for reasons I don’t usually understand.
It was fun, because, well…who the fuck does that? I do.
All that and…it’s just a comforting feeling sometimes being really [...]
